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Name: Lisa
Country: United States
State: California
Birthday: 3/23/1984
Gender: Female
Interests: Hanging out with friends, spending time with family, talking on the phone with will or april, watching tv (friends!), care bears!, listening to music, and all around just having fun!
Expertise: Shopping, spending all my money, driving my beautiful car, and best of all BEING ME!
Occupation: Student
Industry: Education/Research
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
Member Since:
12/28/2003
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| well its been a really long time since i have written in this thing... there's a lot to say...
i graduated! yay for me i suppose! im supposed to start grad school in the fall though so its not really like im done.
anyways, i was talking to liz the other night... venting really... i dunno if it's because i just graduated and i feel like i need to grow up or whatever but lately i have been feeling like i need to grow up. i want a job, i want to be on my own, i don't want my parents to have to pay for things... but obviously i can't just do that. i can't imagine living life on my own. there are so many things to pay for. insurance, rent, geez... medical, dental. i could never do it right now, but i really want to. thats a start.
i want my own place. i want a boyfriend. i want life to be perfect. not to be mistaken, i love my life right now. i couldn't ask for more. these girls that i love, finally being done with college, my family... its all great and all... i just want more. selfish i suppose. i miss having a boy. thats all... its summer and i am reminiscing about last summer and how perfect it was.
blah blah... the new apartment is great. its really cute. i still dont have a bed though, that kinda sucks. but its nice to not have to drive everywhere.
oh yeah, i forgot to mention.... I GOT OFFERED A JOB TODAY! go me. its a real job. a receptionist position in downtown riverside. im really excited. the interview was nerve wrecking and so long! i talked to the lady for like 2 hours! she liked me though i hope... we started talking about life in general. the work experience part was not fun though... i don't have very much work experience other than applebees. got back to the apt about an hour and a half ago and wanted to go shopping to celebrate but i dunno why nicole and laura arent answering their phones. i told betsie online though and i called liz.
i like good news. i havent had good news to share in awhile, besides graduating. i decided that my first paycheck is gonna go to dinner. i wanna take the girls to dinner and then we can go to the bars and blow the whole paycheck. i think that would be fun. and it would be a really good way to celebrate.
i've been trying this being organized and responsible thing for 3 days now and look where it got me. i am signed up for all my tests, i got a job, and i finished my resume. haha, sad that im proud of myself but i am. i think having a real 9-5 job will make me have to be more on top of things. i think i really need that. and i need something to consume my time. i have too much free time to think.
ok, thats all... im gonna go shopping and celebrate! peace!
wait, gotta add pictures! =)
family after graduation
the nephew
th girls
the end!
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| im too lazy to write my own so i stole this from laura's xanga... i'll include pictures later!
laura and lisas vegas weekend
alright so this weekend we went to vegas for the fiji formal...it was also miss nicolios bday but lets not get into that...here are the highlights:
-laura getting lost at lisas hotel and sitting next to the ice machine until someone came and got me
-Ardy tossing the broze ladys salad
-throwing sugar at peppermill
-lisa throwing up at the circus circus buffet
-getting drunk at noon in a room where someone has probably killed themselves( the window opened all the way and had no screen and was on the 24th floor)
Adventure Dome highlights:
-none of the boys being strong enough to win the sledgehammer game
-Laura winning the sledgehammer game and giving her rat/cat/mouse stuffed animal to a little girl in the elevator
-the best game of lazor tag ever...ardy telling little kids that there parents dont love them
-caesar having a girl as him to win him an animal and telling her he didnt have that kind of money...then telling her he didnt have that kind of time
-ardy holding a kid by his vest and shooting him
-saying get the fat kid
-campbell shooting us from behind this barrel...even though we were supposed to be getting all the little kids
-lisa crying on a rollercoster
-bumper cars
-winning these crazy hats and wearing them all day long
-cant stop wont stop ehhh ehhh
-lisa dropping her purse on the water ride
at the formal:
-walking in and ceasar dancing all by himself
-lisa and i being the only ones not carded
-getting 4 drinks at a time...open bar bitches
-a guys having sex in the stall next to lisa and the maid lady going to tell security
-the cranky bartneder
-me cutting my feet from a glass that ceasar knocked out of leifs hand
-leif spraining his ankle
-nick getting his ass kicked and me and lisa having no idea
-all the girls to dance together while the boys were then the boys joining us
-lisa throwing her shoe
-laura and arash helping leif to the cab
-me trying to help leif get back up to the room and being so drunk that ppl kept asking if i needed help
thats all for now...good times all around
definitely not the normal vegas experience but we had super duper fun! | | |
| in desperate need of updating this thing... coming soon i suppose! | | |
| yesterday was really hard... but i am happier today... a lot happier.
but still not happy enough. i think that will take a long time. but i
dont mind waiting. in the end i know it will be worth it. i love
them... they mean the world to me, and it hurt so bad to hear those
things, but i am glad that everything was finally put out in the open.
i hope we are finally on the road to fixing things. for reals this time
because i never want this to happen again... i feel like i have never
intentionally done anything and yet things just went bad. i feel bad.
but i hope they i know i love them. and i have learned that people's
words can easily be twisted and i swear that i have never intentionally
tried to do that... and i feel just like everyone else. i feel like
sometimes my words have been twisted around also. its hard when there
are so many of us. things just change somehow but for the most part i
think its just miscommunicaion. i hope its just miscommunication. i do
not want attention. i hope that somehow they will realize that. i have
never been a person to just do things to try to get attention. i
promise. i dunno how to prove that... but if i say something i will do
it... i don't bluff. but now i know... i shouldnt tell anyone anything
because thats how rumors and gossip starts... somewhere along the
grapevine the stories changed and it sucks because then it made me look
bad. and i have never tried to make them look bad. im just upset by it
all. i just want everything to be fixed. and really i can only think of
one thing that i have ever lied about... and i have my reasons for
that... i hope that i can tell them why i lied later but right now it's
just too hard for me. i can't deal witht that right now because it just
hurts too much. but i love those girls and it will kill me if our
friendship was ruined... i hope that the talking last night will help
us fix things. i still need to do some more talking. i feel like a bad
person but i know that i am not a bad person. i just hope that i can
convince them. i just feel like i should keep my mouth shut from now on
and just listen to other people... i have a lot of problems of my own
but if by talking about it will make them think that i want attention
maybe i will just keep my thoughts to myself. at least until i can fix
things. i don't want their attention, i just want their trust. and
mostly i want their friendship. i miss them...
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